I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never really had. ~From the television show The Wonder Years

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

random pictures

my flowers

James last summer


my nephew Jesse


James and I (October 20, 2007)


Lydia and I

me

Jazmine


my new flower bed

James and I


just some pictures i put together

Friday, September 19, 2008

house update

We have our house plans and are waiting on quotes.

Yesterday, we got a call from engineered lumber telling us the layout needs to change for support reasons. So now things are on hold again until we can figure this out. The man that is taking care of engineered lumber for us is now on vacation until Tuesday. Which means we probably won't be able to get things moving again until the middle of next week. It is frustrating to have things on hold, but we knew it would happen at some point, and I am sure it will happen again. We are just trying to be patient and go with the flow.

a heavy heart

Have you ever felt responsible for something when really you aren't? Have you ever felt like you should do something when it's really not in your power? Have you ever felt lost? Wishing you could help someone, and having no idea how you can? If only they would listen to the words coming from your heart. If only they could see... You want the best for them. You want the best for everyone...

Friday, September 12, 2008

not a good day

Please pray for me today. I don't feel well. All I want to do is go home and climb into bed, but I can't. I have to go to work.